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Denver, Colorado
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So, I just got back from my vacation to Denver, Colorado. The mountains were absolutely beautiful!! I wish I could have stayed longer to see more of them, and possibly gone hiking! Unfortunately, with a baby, that makes it difficult. I am glad to be back home, though. I missed my hubby!
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Frustration
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I fucking hate watercolor
I don't know why I even bother trying, anymore. I won't ever get as good as those who make this a living.
I suck. I know that. So why can't I accept that? I'm just going to continue to get heartbroken every single time I try to do something remotely good. I'm not an artist. Why do I keep kidding myself? I'm just another wanna-be. I can't get better. I can't do anything right. My proportions are always wrong, my shading is awful, and my stuff is so simple... It's not like anyone gives a shit about what I post on here, anyway. My family only does it to show support, I know. I suck.
I need to just give up. Just focus on the one thing I know I'm good at: math.
Math is easy. Math is just plugging in numbers for variables. Math is a system. Math is logical. I can do math. I like math.
I have no eye for art. I have no hand for art. I can't do anything remotely right. I screw up everything I touch.
That's it. I'm done with all of this. Art is not for me. I'll just focus on math. I could actually make good money with that.
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Time Eludes
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NEW PROJECT!!!
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So, I'm working on this new project. It's basically going to be a poster for Tokio Hotel. Anyone who knows who that is, great! If you don't, go look it up. They're a great band!
I'm doing this project for German Day. There's an art contest and I'm ACTUALLY going to enter into it. The theme this year was music, so I thought, "hey, why not enter into this one? You love music and you love art!" So that's what I'm doing. I'll post some pieces here and there. It's due in two months, so I"m going to make the best of it. I'll post the first piece of it probably in a couple of days. Then some more scrap. Anyway, just a heads up of what I'll be doin'!
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UPDATE!
I couldn't finish the picture in time. If you hadn't noticed since it's MONTHS later. But now I will never be able to finish it. The sketchbook that I had it in was stolen.. I'm ultra pissed.
I'm doing this project for German Day. There's an art contest and I'm ACTUALLY going to enter into it. The theme this year was music, so I thought, "hey, why not enter into this one? You love music and you love art!" So that's what I'm doing. I'll post some pieces here and there. It's due in two months, so I"m going to make the best of it. I'll post the first piece of it probably in a couple of days. Then some more scrap. Anyway, just a heads up of what I'll be doin'!
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UPDATE!
I couldn't finish the picture in time. If you hadn't noticed since it's MONTHS later. But now I will never be able to finish it. The sketchbook that I had it in was stolen.. I'm ultra pissed.
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Lately in my life
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Lately in my life, I have been lost and confused. My grandfather died, my ex won't leave me alone, and I have a new boyfriend. It's kinda odd how life just seems to go on, as everything past is just a dream.
Damn it is cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it is cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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