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So, I just got back from my vacation to Denver, Colorado. The mountains were absolutely beautiful!! I wish I could have stayed longer to see more of them, and possibly gone hiking! Unfortunately, with a baby, that makes it difficult. I am glad to be back home, though. I missed my hubby!
Frustration
I fucking hate watercolor
I don't know why I even bother trying, anymore. I won't ever get as good as those who make this a living.
I suck. I know that. So why can't I accept that? I'm just going to continue to get heartbroken every single time I try to do something remotely good. I'm not an artist. Why do I keep kidding myself? I'm just another wanna-be. I can't get better. I can't do anything right. My proportions are always wrong, my shading is awful, and my stuff is so simple... It's not like anyone gives a shit about what I post on here, anyway. My family only does it to show support, I know. I suck.
I need to just give up.
Time Eludes
Wow. It's been forever since I've done much on here. Since I no longer have a camera, nor a scanner, it's been difficult to do many projects. I haven't had the proper muse to do any poetry. College can really get to you.
Well, I will try and upload some more stuff soon that I've done. No guarantees.
NEW PROJECT!!!
So, I'm working on this new project. It's basically going to be a poster for Tokio Hotel. Anyone who knows who that is, great! If you don't, go look it up. They're a great band!
I'm doing this project for German Day. There's an art contest and I'm ACTUALLY going to enter into it. The theme this year was music, so I thought, "hey, why not enter into this one? You love music and you love art!" So that's what I'm doing. I'll post some pieces here and there. It's due in two months, so I"m going to make the best of it. I'll post the first piece of it probably in a couple of days. Then some more scrap. Anyway, just a heads up of what I'll be doin'
Lately in my life
Lately in my life, I have been lost and confused. My grandfather died, my ex won't leave me alone, and I have a new boyfriend. It's kinda odd how life just seems to go on, as everything past is just a dream.
Damn it is cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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